Saturday, February 28, 2009

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Karma?

i found a book while waiting for my dad to pick me up from my bus stop.
it was one i started to read at Barnes and Noble a while back.
i found it in front of an elementary school.
soooo....
i considered putting it in my backpack and walking away but i didn't.
maybe someone would come for it.
so while i waited i sat down right where i found it and began to read.
sure enough a Boys and Girls Club van stopped right in front of me and a little girl ran up to me.
i gave it to her and she said thank you and i dont know what else to say.
i just said no problem.
i was in the middle of the book...
anyways, so i got home and my mom made cake which i was craving and i sat down on the computer and i had a bunch of messages on Deviantart and i drew for a while and made an awesome panel and got some fresh angles for me to approach.
wow... my day went from w/e to awesome.
karma?
maybe.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

ewwwwwwwww

why do i feel so miserable all of a sudden?!

Monday, February 23, 2009

My girlfriend has been having a tough day...

i really wish i had a car or something.
it would make it a lot easier to cheer her up if i was there.
everything else is so impersonal.
(haha, she thinks i read her LJ all the time. i actually do but haven't for the ast week or two).
some guy was bothering her which i hate.
it's high school. guys know when something bothers someone.
why the fuck would you do it?!
rrrrrrr...
there was a time when i stopped guys from doing it but high school isn't middle school.
there are too many people to my lone presence.
i would have stopped him.
not violently of course.
i'm like a fat gandhi.
:]

Thursday, February 19, 2009

a Devious life

a day or so ago i logged on to DeviantArt.com and i decided to use it.
i had an account since about a year or so, give or take a couple of months.
i've been working on an art project, a comic.
so i think i'll post it there and on myspace.
my deviant art name is sugarfree15.
just in case i decide to upload soon.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

oh GAWDZ

so i'm doing the origins of sugarfree.
let's hope i finish it this time.

Monday, February 16, 2009

what a completely bipolar weekend....

yesterday was such an amazing day.... it was full of dancing, romance, laughter, music, closeness, and chocolate fountains....
if i could repeat yesterday again there would be no hesetation.
i totally would in a heart beat.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

and now it's time for... WORST DAY EVAH!!!

in todays episode we interviewed Jonathan Pulido, a mexican 17 years of age, who had the worst day on the most celebrated day of love.
tell us Jonathan, what was it about your day that made it so terrible?
"well, where do i start? there are so many things that went wrong"
well, how about you start from the beginning from when you woke up to when you almost commited suicide! HAHA, just kiddin' folks.
"hee hee, well, the day started off with me waking up at 6:00 AM by my mother telling me to wake my ass up."
why that early?
"well, my mom got a request from one of her many brothers to go to TJ and pick up a mutual friend of theirs who was coming to TJ to get a job."
so basically, your mom ended p doing someone elses dirty work?
"yeah, kinda. you could say that."
haha, please continue with your story.
"umm, well, i thought to myself, 'maybe we'll pick them up and bring them to my uncles place and then mosey back to SD and i would go and meet my girlfriend so we could watch the sunset or something.'"
and?
"it ended up being a total disaster!!!"
haha
"we were told to pick them up around 9-10 AM since that was when they were to come. but we arrived an hour early. then, my mom realized something that cause a lot of confusion"
what was it?
"they told her they were coming on a bus called 'the pacific' but there were two lines with 'the pacific' in their names!!"
ohhh man.
"so we checked to see if we could figure out which one they came on since there were two bus stations for them. one were we are and another about a five minute drive away."
ouch.
"seriously"
so did you guys find out which one it was?
"well, we couldn't do much since we lacked the bus number and we couln't figure out which bus came from when they left. it was all so confusing but my mom figured it had to be the place we came in the first place."
so you guys stayed there until they came?
"well it turns out that the bus that departed from the place they were coming from left an hour later that they told us so it would come around 11-12."
mannn, so you guys just waited?
"no, we went to an aunt's house which was about a fifteen minute drive."
at least you guys didn't have to wait there...
"yeah but when we came back after a couple of hours, they weren't there!"
so what happened?
"we waited after asking the lady one more time and her telling us they were gonna come around 12-1."
the magical time frame. always changing, right?
"you have no idea"
it must have been boring
"well, it was frustrating because i saw time fly and i was stuck there. i wanted to go home and meet up with my girlfriend the whole time. but luckly i had my gameboy with me with a game the same person i wanted to be with the most let me borrow."
aw
"so i played and then they came around 1:35"
haha.
"yeah, and we were headed to my uncles house and i got excited cause the day was still young."
well, that day wasn't so bad
"then my mom's car got hit by some guy that was going too fast."
oh man...
"we stopped on the side of the road for an hour figuring out what to do. the guy told us he was taking his kid to the pediatrician and he was sorry for rushing."
likely story?
"not even. i was keeping a tab on everything the guy said and he changed his story to taking my wife to the doctor."
nice.
"well, his car sustained more damage than ours since it was a much smaller car and it was going way faster. the mother-in-law which was riding with the guy came out and screamed at my mom calling her heartless and a bunch of other stuff."
uh oh
"yeah, they looked like they were gonna fight so i got near to my mom so if anything where to happen i would step in and shield my mom."
how gallant.
"dude, it's my mom and the lady was like two feet taller and a lot heavier."
understandable.
"so my mom threatened to call the police even though in TJ it wouldn't do much good."
sad.
"but the lady backed off at least. my mom got his license number and the license plate number and his phone number. all that mumbo-jumbo. but the guy's call was leaking and he said it was the oil so he couldn't go anywhere. so we left them to take the people to my uncle's house."
wait, you just left the guy there?
"well, we had no room to spare to give the guy a ride and we were running late. everything was pretty much done. except that my mom turned the car around cause apparently she was going the wrong way and we passed by the scene of the crash. they weren't there anymore."
so the car worked?
"it was water what was leaking."
man
"so we arrived at my uncle's house around 3 and we still stayed there for an hour, my mom chatting the day away. i didn't say anything."
torture
"yeah, for me at least. so we left and crossed the border in two hours and got home around six. i called my girlfriend which was the highlight of my day and then went to sleep cause the internet was down at my house."
depressing.
"i know but instead of sulking i just went to sleep."
that was a terrible day indeed.
"true that."
well, this concludes this episode of WORST DAY EVAH!!! i'm your host Idon Now hoping your day wasn't as bad as this one.

Friday, February 13, 2009

cold

so ever cold!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Stuff i've been putting off in saying.

wow, these have been some eventful days in all senses.
i am just one guy.
which, frankly irritates me because i could do so much if i was two.
i could name, perhaps, ten or more people who would also appreciate having a clone or w/e.
let's start off this session of confession with a certain topic.
let's go with friends.
my best friend has been a prick lately, a downright lame-o.
but he's still my friend so i would never tell anyone that he is, not to mention post it on a blog, that would just be preposterous.
my other best friends are living which is all i could say.
i love them but i dont love what's happening.
*sigh*
now onto love.
it's gewd.
a month has passed and counting.
yay!
now onto my hobbies/hopeful future career stuff.
i have so many f*&^%^ ideas and not enough time to develop them.
i remember hearing something about famous sculptors from long ago had other people sculpt their statues. all they did is little clay models and left the actual sculpting to the grunts.
i wish i could do that somehow.
maybe i'll ask people... nah, i dont want to be a burden.
now onto family.
ugh, we are poor.
i am clueless as to our exact financial state but if i can feel it then we are dying.
my mom often talks about going back to work but my dad and i agree she souldn't until my bro goes to kindergarden.
it's not a sex thing, ya know like male over female.
it's just that my dad makes more money than my mom would in any new job she would qualify for.
i fear for my future.
ever since that game we played at my hous, the game of life.
i drew up artist for my career path and suffered.
why did i choose to go to college?!
:]
:/
the art institute seems like the most possible place i'm gonna end up in.
it's a nice place, full of people and inspiration.
my bestfriend will attend there for a year if i heard him right.
doode, since you are studying to be a chef, feed me with your experiments.
let me be your guinea pig.
i would save money on a meal and you would have a commoners opinion.
now onto life in general.
well, there really isn't much to report.
...
i'm going to formal?
my room is clean?
yeah...
SSF is still underway.
T+B is not yet underway but will be soon.
toodles.

Monday, February 9, 2009

i feel lonely

which is good.
we need some of that sometimes to remind us how terrible life would be without friends.
it passes though, i have the best friends ever.
sugarfree, F4, Em's gang, chuchies, neighborhoodies, etc.
haha, i feel rather inspired.
not that i'm going to do anything right now.
rrr, i hate the weather and angry parents.
if it wasn't for those two factors, i would be here right now exhausted from celebrating.
i'm batman.
love ya guys!

so much for tradition...

i usually wake up on rainy days like this one and watch Scrubs all morning.
but today cant.
my computer has no sound cause it's being retarded and therefore makes watching Scrubs boring.
i wish i knew what they were saying.
i already searched TV for maybe re-runs but nothing came up.
*sigh*
i might not be able to hang with you.
BLAH!

rain, rain

go away,
come again another day.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

i had a great life...

and lost the game in both senses.
today was awesome.
i guess my peeps had a good time over at my house.
i never thought my house as a fun place cause there's like nothing to do but it ended up being pretty cool.
hope you guys liked the meat... and rice and stuff.
doode, never again kidnap me when you guys are like an hour late.
gawsh!! ;]

Saturday, February 7, 2009

nam ballaga jo

something like that.
the following is a poem for a very special girl whom I've been friends with for a long time.

there are upsides to life
i see one,
below my line of vision
there you are.
you make me so happy
when I'm sad.
smile for it is breathtaking
laugh for me
or I'll make you laugh.
i need you
every single day and night
dose of mermaid
if you translate it right.
don't feel troubled
remember that I'm always here
just for you
like planned parenthood and stuff
but not exactly.
i don't have government funding
if they do.
anyways, keep on being yourself.
do not change
cause if you do then...
doomsday shall come.
only not as ubber catastrophic.
kinda off topic.
the point here for you
is I'm here
and I'm not leaving soon
or any time.
you can count on me
a loyal friend.

:]

it's been a while

since i last wrote.
my head has been buzzing with ideas for stories, movies, songs, plays, action sequences, and beyond.
i find it was so infuriating when i sit down to jot them down and cant write them down fast enough to remember.
sometimes i wish i has several clones of myself. that would make life very difficult but at least i would have more ways of writing/illustrating my ideas.
i went to the art institute of San Diego yesterday. it was a pretty relaxed environment. i could see myself being an angsty legal adult walking down those halls imagining and creating as i do.
i do that already of course but that place is a good place to be inspired.
they had drawing desks which made me drool with envy.
i know my neck has suffered from my leaning over to draw over the years.
man, i wish i had my own place with all the necessities and some luxuries.
of course, i would need a lot of money.
ha, i find it amusing how i want to grow-up already yet constantly miss my younger years.
well, i dont miss them but i would like more time here.
in the present and a little bit of the past.
confusing?
well, SSF is underway.
it is time consuming....
i love it.
:]

Monday, February 2, 2009

BAM BAM hold my hand

this weekend was funn-diddly-tastic!
and realize that ever since i got back from mexico, every weekend, without fail, has been a blast.
thanks guys/gals/ fonzo.