Stuff i've been putting off in saying.

wow, these have been some eventful days in all senses.
i am just one guy.
which, frankly irritates me because i could do so much if i was two.
i could name, perhaps, ten or more people who would also appreciate having a clone or w/e.
let's start off this session of confession with a certain topic.
let's go with friends.
my best friend has been a prick lately, a downright lame-o.
but he's still my friend so i would never tell anyone that he is, not to mention post it on a blog, that would just be preposterous.
my other best friends are living which is all i could say.
i love them but i dont love what's happening.
*sigh*
now onto love.
it's gewd.
a month has passed and counting.
yay!
now onto my hobbies/hopeful future career stuff.
i have so many f*&^%^ ideas and not enough time to develop them.
i remember hearing something about famous sculptors from long ago had other people sculpt their statues. all they did is little clay models and left the actual sculpting to the grunts.
i wish i could do that somehow.
maybe i'll ask people... nah, i dont want to be a burden.
now onto family.
ugh, we are poor.
i am clueless as to our exact financial state but if i can feel it then we are dying.
my mom often talks about going back to work but my dad and i agree she souldn't until my bro goes to kindergarden.
it's not a sex thing, ya know like male over female.
it's just that my dad makes more money than my mom would in any new job she would qualify for.
i fear for my future.
ever since that game we played at my hous, the game of life.
i drew up artist for my career path and suffered.
why did i choose to go to college?!
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:/
the art institute seems like the most possible place i'm gonna end up in.
it's a nice place, full of people and inspiration.
my bestfriend will attend there for a year if i heard him right.
doode, since you are studying to be a chef, feed me with your experiments.
let me be your guinea pig.
i would save money on a meal and you would have a commoners opinion.
now onto life in general.
well, there really isn't much to report.
...
i'm going to formal?
my room is clean?
yeah...
SSF is still underway.
T+B is not yet underway but will be soon.
toodles.